sales life

Haiz... 2 years into my company and still counting... sales has still been quite smooth sailing but..... there is always a but...... Company has a new acting GM... major changes going underway... well.. my pocket is affected as well.... Cant they just make certain things permament, judging from the way it is... if it does not improve... i might have to find a new job soon....

2017.............

It has been ages.... really ages... since i update this blog of mine... *cough cough*. So much dust..... Still Coughing.... hahahaha..... Anyways... i had so much things going on in the year of 2016. It was so bad that so many things went haywire. Firstly i ended my longest most devastating relationship ever. It was so bad that not only monetary lost, i lost so many good friends along the way. I was being scolded, being threaten and whatever... Seriously, maybe i did not handle the closure well, but this is my business and my problem why do others have to be in the picture and made things even worst than what is it. Even long time friends cannot withstand the impact my previous relationship gave. No point saying so much already, defend for what, people want to believe what they want. But out of this mess, there are still things that are worthy of my time. Although i ended my previous relationship, out of that came my baby soon to be my wife. She is someone who made my life so much better, being with me through my bad times and of course the good. We are now in the midst of preparing for our wedding, our future life. Although we have not been very long together but we have the same mindset to achieve our future life. It is ok that i lost so many things along the way till now, the most important person i have now is beside me already. Well too many words already.... Stay tuned...

Humiliated plus disappointment!!

Finally the issue has hit me.. it wasnt anything to start with also.. and particularly it was none of your freaking business!!! And i have to swallow all of tis while tat person got pacify?!?!?!! while was tat all abt man?? jus because she is a lady and i am a guy???

i tried to swallow... tinking tat it was such a stupid thing to start with aso... but i still need an outlet to vent.. haiz....

Wat can i do?? nothing... humiliation is what i get... and plus lots of disappointment...

i seriously dunno wat to say... say so much aso kena say... heart veri heavy! let see what gg to happen next...

part 2

mummy is recovering well... she is able to talk more now... but she is still experiencing pain and not able to eat much... but still i can tell she is feeling a lot beta....

mothers will always be mothers... before she went for her ops on sat, the day before friday, she must ensure everything is in place before she went for her ops... she ensure that the house is neat and tidy and ensure that we got our bed sheet wash and put back in place. always have the heart to ensure the house and her family members are well taken care...

to all mothers u have my respect. :)

to my little princess who spend the whole of sat with me... and aso spending time at the hospital with my mum... darling thanks... love you lots... :)

A post for my mum(part 1)

My mummy is in hospital.. She went for a op today for removal of some growth in her body.. i felt so sad... seeing her in pain... makes me dun feel good... looking at her taking care of us and now she is lying in the hospital feeling so weak.. jus make me feel so helpless.

when she is well and healthy, i will keep finding her to be naggy but now... she is there in the hospital makes me feel that it is beta to hear her nagging and constant bug then to see how painful she is feeling now...

mummy do recover quick k... i miss you!!!! love you mummy!!! get well soon!!!!

smiles...

Not knowing wat to type... whaha.... but life is normal.. ya it has always been rite... whahahah.... jus another day at work.. :)

A formal reply...

LIAJ: So fred, tell me, what make it happened that two girls are being called slut that was and is, under your care? You are a free man fred, always are.

Ermz... whether they are slut or not, is not for me to judge. What ppl say i dun really care.. cause i dun need to bother abt wat others say abt who i am with or before... cause it all in others perspective view..

LIAJ: To the friends that has been very supportive. You are one bunch of handsome friends who do band together to help, and I do admire.

They been my buddies who are with me for many years since i started my first r/s wit whoever... they know it all... and no matter wat.. they always back me up... and i glad to have them as my buddies...

LIAJ: But couples often have secrets to each other, let alone to friends, who will have more. I do not think we should interfere any of such situation, where we always hear of one sided stories.

It really just how things are being handle...

LIAJ: And ringu, if you do see, i tried not to comment much into their issues. If I had, I do apologise. But ain't time that fred should face his own wrath?

Face wrath? all has been said and done. wat has happen has happen... there is really no point in all tis... i have move on... and so shd her... i dun tink i need to explain to anyone in particular... my buddies and frens i have long explain and they stand by me... i dun see the need to explain further to any external parties that do not even bother to tink whether the issue belongs to them a not... :)

LIAJ: To Fred, if you have more things that are not said out, I believe it is fair for you to say it out. Not for my friend, but for your friends. You are a military man, honour your integrity.

Honour my integrity? i have nothing more to say, tired of all these... like i say above... i dun owe anyone explaination.. maybe to my buddies or my close ones... but definitely not to u or anyone else...i know wat i am doing and i dun need someone to teach me to do my things... but however i do apperciate that u taking ur time out to type all these... in case of misunderstanding... i dun mean the above in an offensive way... just keep an open mind...

In any case... all have been said n done... so just drop the entire issue... dun need further fights... :0

Closing...

Well.... the year is coming to a close.. and yes... a lot of things have been said and done.... it time to move on the the new year... closing another chapter of my life... and beginning a new one..

Well everyone aso will make mistake and well... we all need to move on and learn... it the only way to progress... i will learn to cherish ppl beside me more...

Well let move on the a brand new year with happy hearts and enjoy hoildays!!!

smile everyone.... and have a merry merry christmas and a happy new year ahead..